A bit of everything. Many sides of my life reflecting a lot of personalities

Monday, March 15, 2010

Whom Shall I fear

After talking with a good friend of mine, pray about my life, my struggle, I sing about God's greatness. The old song that I have been looking for a long long time.

Whom Shall I fear from Darrel Evans

I will seek You Lord
While I am in my youth
I will serve You Lord
And I'll proclaim Your truth
For You searched and found me
While I was far away
And in my troubled times
You always keep me safe

The Lord is my light and my salvation
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
The Lord is the stronghold of my life
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear

I know that You are for me
I praise You 'cause You're for me

Psalm 27
King James Bible

1 The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?

2 When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell.

3 Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident.

4 One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple.

5 For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock.

6 And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD.

7 Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me.

8 When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek.

9 Hide not thy face far from me; put not thy servant away in anger: thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.

10 When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up.

11 Teach me thy way, O LORD, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.

12 Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.

13 I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.

14 Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.

Give up?

Dear God,

I came to a point, where the struggle is way too big for me, for me to face it, to deal with it, to finish it off. I have been running and running and running. I have tried not to face the problem.
Under rubbles of my life, on my bended knees I cried and beg for your mercy for your love to be poured unto me.
You have said, that you will not forsaken me, nor will you leave me. I hold on to your word and I plead to you for that. I will wait for the Lord, for the salvation come from Him alone. Therefore in this time I will wait with rest of my strength in front of You. Give me the power and confidence to trust in you alone.